Diggers Diary

DAY 0 - Sun 14/11/2004
Last night I met Rob for the first time, and really tried bdsm for the first time. The session was very intense, but also very enjoyable. Just before going to bed at 4:30am I tripped out totally, Rob was in my head, I felt so confused, I couldn't think for myself, wow. I was having trouble even standing up. My whole mind had been blown away. At that moment I would have agreed to do anything, I felt the need to please my new Master was greater than anything else in the world. I have never in my life felt like that before, and never thought that my mind could submit everything to one person.
Shortly after I felt a fear like no other, I guess it was the fear that I don't know myself as well as I thought I did.

This morning was quite relaxing, we didn't do all that much, to be honest my arse was raw from the night before. Rob choose my doggy name 'Digger' for me, I like it :o)
Today was nice and gentle, I was tied spread eagle and gently and slowly wanked until I exploded with one of the best orgasms of my life... wow.
Before being released back into the wild I agreed with Rob to be chastised, so my job this week is to order a chastity belt. I left the house with an overwhelming feeling of happiness, I was on a high totally, I knew I would be back for more... I loved it.

DAY 1 - Mon 15/11/2004
Today was really strange, I had a huge grin on my face all day. No one could have said anything to upset me, I was on a high. I couldn't help thinking about the weekend, I was hooked, I wanted more. Never in my life had I felt so happy, it's strange, but I felt whole, complete.

Before going to bed I texted Rob and thanked him for a great weekend... oh I didn't wank either :o)

DAY 2 - Tue 16/11/2004
The high started to wear off today and I started to return to reality. Daily routines started to kick back in, except for the wanking, which doesn't bother me at all.

I ordered a cb-2000 today, hopefully will be here soon, can't wait to be locked up!

DAY 3 - Wed 17/11/2004
Today was just a normal run of the mill day. Work was having big high's and lows, overall a typical day.

I spoke to Rob and told him I had ordered my belt, then found out I should have ordered the cb-3000. shit.

I didn't wank either.

DAY 4 - Thu 18/11/2004
Today I had an email telling me that the cb-2000 was out of stock, so I quickly re-ordered the cb-3000. The waiting is killing me, I want it NOW!!!

Day 4 of not wanking!!!

DAY 5 - Fri 19/11/2004
Ever since getting up this morning I have been nervous and excited, for tonight I am going to deviant for the first time... Work was ok, was quite and interesting day, but in the back of my mind I was so nervous, I really didn't know what to expect.

I arrived at Rob's around 7:30, Rob gave me my doggy chain and locked it around my neck, he also gave me the keys just in case of emergencies. Shortly after I was dressed in my slave gear. Leather shorts with poppers on the sides so they could easily be removed, leather/chain body harness, leather collar and boots. Over the top I put my normal cloths on.

We arrived at the club early to set everything up, I was so shitting myself it's not real. I really want to be displayed in front of everyone, I'm such a shy person, and this was something I was really nervous about.

Slowly people started to enter the club, my nerves were shot totally... I didn't want to be there. Rob asked my to take my clothes off, the boots took ages to take off which made it worse. I notice that people had noticed that I was getting undressed and they started to stare no one was talking and was very quiet that made the whole think so much worse. I was shitting bricks.

Eventually I was fully exposed, with just a skimpy pair of shorts covering me up, I felt naked. Rob started to attach the suspension cuffs to my feet, I could cry I was that nervous. He lead me over to the suspension rack and ordered me to lay on the floor face down. The ropes were attached to each leg and slowly I was hoisted into the air with my legs spread wide apart. My hands were then cuffed behind my back and I was left hanging there upside down, totally helpless. I knew where my place was, I'm slave and Rob is my Master.

It didn't take long for my shorts to be taken off, I was then naked in front of everyone, but I didn't care, the nerves had gone and I was relaxed. My arse was warmed up a little with a paddle and a pin wheel was used between the crack of my arse, wow, no where to go, just take the pain.

After coming down from suspension I was allowed to relax a little, totally exposed of course, before being taken on to the stage and tied down on a horse to be flogged. I was expecting this to be quite easy to start with, how wrong was I. My arse was on fire, each and every stroke made me scream out, I was now the attention of everyone, everyone watched as I screamed in pain... I loved it.

After this I was given quite a long break, I didn't know was to expect next, but thought it couldn't be all that bad. I had overcome my fear of being displayed in public... or so I thought...

My shorts were put back on and my hands where locked behind my back, a dog lead was attached to my collar, everyone suddenly became very interested, I then realised what was about to happen... the real world was about to meet Digger... fuck...

I was lead towards the exit, my heart was pounding, could it get any worse... Oh yes, Rob then pulled my cock and balls out from the shorts so they were fully exposed...

We walked down the alley way at the side of the club towards the main road, as we came out on to the street two people walked past, the look on there faces was total shock, whoops.

We crossed the road and went to a small club called the 46, the owner didn't have any problems with me coming in, in fact he was quite humoured. Rob pulled my shorts up to hide my cock and balls when we were in the 46, people were still looking, but obviously didn't want me to know they were looking. I felt really good, the attention made me feel warm inside. I wasn't afraid. Only one person came up and started to talk to us while we were there, he obviously had an interest in bdsm, and I got the feeling he took a shine to me, unlucky is all I could say.

We only stayed long enough for one drink, then we went back out onto the street, this time Rob allowed me to keep my shorts up, honestly tho, I didn't care. We passed a group of people that looked at us in disbelief, I smiled and said 'Hello' to them, they where quite rude and didn't say anything back. As we passed them we could hear them laughing, I was on a high, I didn't care, I loved it!!!

It was quite late when we got back to Rob's, I was very tired and we just went to sleep.

Still no cum.

DAY 6 - Sat 20/11/2004

Today my Master decided to make my nipples sore for a week. The morning consisted mainly of nipple torture which I found I quite enjoyed. In all the morning and afternoon were quite relaxing.

At around 7pm Rascal and Scoundrel arrived, this is the first time I had met either of them, I was quite nervous about being around others, but tryed my best not to show it. Master Rob had told me that Rascal had been locked in chastity for a week. In fact we had both not cum for the same amount of time. The three of us sat and chatted for a short while, I think the other two were slightly on edge as well. At 7.30pm there was a knock on the door, someone else had arrived. This really was starting to turn out quite eventful. The 4th guy (I'll call him 'Mark' to conceal his identity) was really nervous. I don't think he had ever been in a situation like this before, and he was finding it difficult to join in the conversation.

Rob called Mark and Rascal upstairs and left Scoundrel and myself downstairs, oh how the nerves kicked in! A few minutes later Scoundrel and myself were called upstairs to a different room and told to get undressed. We did as we were told and stood there naked for a few minutes until Rob came back and lead us to the main room, where the other two were. Mark had been hooded and Rascal was on his knee's sucking him off. I was told to lie on the bed on my back, and Mark was then told to lie next to me. Rascal was then directed to suck my cock and Scoundrel to suck Marks cock. I found it very difficult to maintain an erection as I was too nervous, I think that is possibly the most torturous thing that could be done to me.

It didn't take long for the scene to change, Mark was tied to the bondage chair and gentally wanked off by Rob, Rascal and myself were given pin wheels to start working his body. Mark started groaning, he liked it. Rascal and myself started to get more adventurous with the wheels and started to roll over the sensitive spots, hmmmm... he loved it.

Mark was then untied and tied on the bed on his side in a hog tie position. Rascal started to wank him off very slowly, Scoundrel had his cock in Marks mouth and I started to work his arse with my fingers. Rob just sat there watching the three of us work on Mark. This went on for ages, occtionally I would pick the pin wheel up and remind him how lucky he was. Mark exploded with one almightly orgasam, wow, he was in boy heaven (apparantly Mark came twice, but for some reason I missed the first time totally!).

Mark was untied and was allowed to clean himself up, he the got dressed and left with a huge grin on his face. And now there were three!

Rascal was tied to the bed spread eagle and blindfolded. I was given the keys for his cb-3000 and told to remove it. As soon as it was removed he become errect with a hugh hard on... the first on he had for a week. Rob told me told me to start sucking him, but don't let him cum. Wow, this guy was really begging for it. I started working his cock for everything it was worth, I made sure he was on edge the whole time. I sucked him for ages and would have happly stayed there all night. He loved it so much, and I was getting off on the fact that he wouldn't be allowed to cum!

I don't often deep thoat anyone as I find it very difficult to do, but on this night I kept taking his entire cock down my tight thoat... I wanted him to beg, I wanted him think only about cuming. After a while Rob pulled me off of him, we sat there for ages waiting for his cock to go soft before re-attaching the 'curve' to his aching cock and balls. I took the padlock and inserted it through the hole and told Rascal to listen very carefully... click... I loved his reaction so much that I unlocked it and did it again... and again... how cruel of me! I then gave the key back to Rob.

Rascal was untied and the four of us (Rob, Rascal, Scoundrel and me, digger) went downstairs for some chillout time before bed.

Rascal and myself slept in the cage that night and Scoundrel slept in the bed. That night was quite difficult for me as my cock was free and more than anything else in the world i wanted to fuck Rascal, i didn't, i managed to contain myself.

DAY 7 - Sun 21/11/2004

I woke up this morning with a huge erection, oh how I need to be chastised! We were let out of the cage at around 12 noon, we taken down stairs for a quick breakfast before being lead up stairs. Rascal was tied to the bed face down with his arms and legs spead wide apart.

cloths pegs were attatched to each arse cheek in a line, it looked like train tracks. With each peg added you could hear a little groan, I think he liked it. After all the pegs were attached, rob started paddling the sides of his arse. With each stroke the pegs would shake and caused him even more pain.

I was allowed to play with the pegs before they were slowly removed, I liked how a gentle touch would cause a lot of pain!

It didn't take long before he was untied and I was tied in the same position. My arse was warmed up with the paddle before the pegs were slowly attached one by one. Rascal & Scoundrel had to leave now, so we said our goodbyes and carried on adding pegs. The pain from the pegs isn't as bad as it looks, sure it hurts, but it's meant too. Once all the pegs were attached Rob started paddling around the pegs... shit! That really did hurt. The worse part is when the pegs fly off on their own, oh how it pinches! After a short while the pegs came off and my arse was given a little more tlc with the paddle. The pain was alot more intense now I had a set of train tracks up my arse.

I was allowed to shower before being kicked out.

Great day, still not cum!

DAY 8 - Mon 22/11/2004

The erections are getting really bad now. I woke up this morning with my hand on my cock. I wanted so much to cum. 10 days is the longest I've ever gone without cumming... and it's almost 10 days. Where is my cb-3000? I need to be chastited asap!!!

I did speak to a friend today, and he has agreed to loan me a cb-2000 until the 3000 arrives!!! It's in the post today!

Still didn't cum tho!

DAY 9 - Tue 23/11/2004

Arghhhhhhh!!!!!! I need to wank so much!!!! This is the only thing I thought about all day! I really do need it!

Managed not to cum, it was hard tho!

DAY 10 - Wed 24/11/2004

Ok, I woke up this morning with what I can only describe as the biggest erection of my life! 10 days is my limit, and it's 10 days today. I'm really excited about breaking 10 days, I know it's not gonna be easy, but I will succeed!

The rest of the day was a nightmare, every 5 minutes I would be thinking of my cock, I managed to end the day without spilling a drop! I'm happy anyway!

Oh, the cb-2000 arrived today! Can't wait to be locked up on friday with it... so excited!

DAY 11 - Thu 25/11/2004

This morning was easier than expected. I was hard, but not as hard as yesterday. I still need to cum, but I know I can resist now.

All in all the day was uneventful, was very horny, but didn't cum!

DAY 12 - Fri 26/11/2004

I'm shocked! This is the 12th day of no cum and I'm getting less horny all the time. I have a feeling it's not gone away, but at least it makes it a little easier.

I picked Rascal up at 6pm and we left for Rob's house. Rascal knows that this is the last hour of freedom for me. I have wound him up so much this week about not having the ablity to cum and now he's getting his own back!

Upon arriving at Rob's we were both ordered to strip straight away. Rob handed me the ring from the cb-2000 and told me to put it on, I did as I was told. Rob put the pin thru and slow slipped the cage on, and slowly my freedom slipped away. Next the padlock came out, I watched as the padlock was put thru the pin, click. "What was that you did to Rascal last week? Three times wasn't it" Rob said. He unlocked the padlock then, click again and again. Each time was worse than the time before, how tormented I felt!

Rob laughed then left me to look at myself all locked away, Rascal also found it quite humourus... twat is all I can say.

We left for the club not long after, I got to sit in the back of the van on top of a wheel arch, and Ras got to sit in the comfy front seats. I felt isolated and I knew they were talking about my new found prediment.

On a possitive note, at least I didn't have to resist temptation anymore, I had no choice!

Rascal and I spent the night in the cage, that was quite difficult, not because the cage is so small, but because we couldn't keep our hands off each other! Such a sleepless night!

DAY 13 - Sat 27/11/2004

The day started off really slow. It has just dawned on me that from now on I need to sit down to piss. Arghhh, how annoying!

Before any play today, both Rascal and I had our cock, balls, chest and pits cleared off all hair, I feel naked! Rascal had a very bad reaction to the removal cream and his cock is red-raw... awww it looked so painful. Master Rob decided to remove the 'curve' for a few days to allow him to heal, I know how much he's gonna wind me up this week... so not funny.

After a short rest we went up stairs, I was tied spreadeagle on the bed face down. My arse was warmed up a little before the pegs came out. This time I had a heart shape, the pegs were attached right around the outside of my arse. Really this looks alot worse than it is. What I didn't expect tho was to be paddled whilst like this... that IS a lot worse than it looks!

Rob seemed to be pushing me a little further than usual today, It was hurting and he kept going. I was giving little yelps now and then but tried my best to take it all. Rob noticed and whispered in my ear "today you are going to say the safe word...", my reply was "never". I refuse to use the safe word, to me it's not an option. Rob knows how I feel about it so I was a little pissed that he had said that.

The pegs were removed one at a time. I relaxed as best I could... it began. Rob started getting quite heavy very quickly. I lay there totally still and silent. I know Rob gets of watching people squirm and plead, not me, not today. This was Rob's punishment for trying to make me use the safe word. Inside I was screaming, seriously I wanted to cry, the pain was so bad, but still I remained totally still and quiet.

After a while Rob asked if I was ok, "I said yes sir", but I think by the tone of my voice he had realised I was having trouble. He carried on for a little while then stopped. I felt so happy that I had just taken everything given, I was totally overwhemed.

Before going to bed that night, Master Rob took me outside for a little doggy walk on all fours. We couldn't stayout very long as it was raining and I was freezing (btw I was naked).

That night I slept in the cage on my own, Rascal was allowed to sleep in the bed as he was very sore. My arse was raw but I liked it.

DAY 14 - Sun 28/11/2004

Today was a day of rest. My cock was totally locked up but I didn't care, I was happy. We didn't do much really, I think we were all overly tired.

I haven't cum for 14 days now and I love it so much!